Handguns - I Hope He Kills You

I won't say “I hope your happy with him”
I promised myself this year I would tell the truth
I'll pretend my heart's not breaking
It's taking everything I have not to call you back
I hope he breaks you down
The next time you call, I won't be around
No one ever made me feel like you did
And now I'm struggling to feel anything at all
It may sound mean like I'm not understanding
I understand it all too well and I hope that you fall
You're always on the wrong end of the turnpike
I want to choke myself to death with the phone line
“Go your own way and I'll be with you”
(Fsf, wearing thin) but nothing that you ever say could make me hate you
Don't want to laugh last, I don't want to say “ I told you so”
I want you to call me back and say “I love you”, because I've got nowhere to go
These nights spent alone without you are dragging me down
Though I know that this seems bitter
It's how I get through these nights without you.
I hope that this doesn't come out wrong
But I'd do anything to make you feel on top of the world
And I'll still be here just like I have always been