Handguns - Low Spirits

Winter's over but I feel colder
I caught a glimpse of my reflection today
Couldn't help but notice how much I've changed
And then I thought back to those calm carefree days
When there was nothing in my way

But hey, I know you hate me for going crazy
I haven't been myself, pessimism doesn't help
And hey, yeah it's pathetic, I'm apathetic
I do this to myself, it's my own living hell

Expect the worst when I'm around
Your head's in the clouds but I'll bring you down
I'm jaded, frustrated, and burnt out
So expect the worst cause I'll be sure to let you down

Sitting on this lookout all alone
Thinking I may never come back home
Running from my problems, the only way to solve them
But I still don't know where I'm running too

But hey, please don't hate me for going crazy
I know my point of view is a little more than skewed
Expect the worst when I'm around
Your heads in the clouds but I'll bring you down
I'm jaded, frustrated, and burnt out
So expect the worst cause I'll be sure to let you down

Winter's over but I feel colder
The chip on my shoulder's taking over
Blocking out the lights
Standing on the edge of the tallest building
Surely it's a trap but clear we're falling
I'll find the answers down below
And figure out why I became an asshole

Expect the worst when I'm around
Your heads in the clouds but I'll bring you down
I'm jaded, frustrated, and burnt out
So expect the worst cause I'll be sure to let you down

Expect the worst when I'm around
Your heads in the clouds but I'll bring you down
I'm jaded, frustrated, and burnt out
So expect the worst cause I'll be sure to let you down
I'll let you down